To start off, I have been diagnosed with bi-polar, depression, and schizo-effective disorder. I was diagnosed at the age of 17. When I found this out, it made me feel even more depressed. I felt even more alone and weird than I was already feeling at that age. Over the years I've learned how to deal with it a little better than I use to. But I'm still no expert at it.
I'm the middle child of a loving family. Two brothers and two sisters who are very dear to me. Then my ma and pa. My family means so much to me, even though I don't act like it sometimes.
Hmmmm, when I was 19 I attempted suicide. I have a poem that explains that to a T. This has effected my life so much. Everyday I look at my scars from that attempt and get all sorts of different thoughts through my insane brain.
I'm now 21. I have been sober for 6 months. I live at home, but I've lived on my own for a while too. I'm working right now. My boss is an amazing man who took me under his wing and held on to me during the hard times that I've gone through.
Ya well, I just felt like writing something else besides a poem, so there it is. I'll keep anyone who reads updated on what's going on. My poems also help with that too. Have a great day to whoever reads. :)
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