I'm kind of an idiot. Over this weekend I showed like 7 people the cuts on my legs and they're really bad. I don't know what I was thinking. I just attract negative attention towards myself. It's not good. I've been having a hard time. I have to sell my car that I just got a month ago, because of all this jail shit and my family isn't in a good money spot right now. I just got my stereo system put in, and was so happy. Now it's all gone. I'm really depressed right now. I got in a fight with my supervisor at work and almost got fired. I'm lucky to have a boss that understands my situation in life. If he didn't, I wouldn't have a job. I'm really grateful for my friend Alex. He picks me up wherever I am and we go do fun things. We get coffee a lot. I keep thinking I can't handle anymore of the bull shit and that I want to give up. It just doesn't seem worth it. I kind of want to die. See what's on the other side. But I'll keep pushing forward and do my best at this game called life. If anyone reads and relates, that's my goal. To have people relate and know they're not alone. So, I'll write you guys soon, if anyone reads. Hope you're doing well. Have a good day.
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